id like to know who can be trusted not to show the blog to others, and i need those peoples email addresses. some people i obviously dont trust. some people i should trust, since i dont know them well enough, im too afraid to take the risk.

the fact that your blog post was reprinted on that other site, makes me uncomfortable, and i used to always trust u, and thats why i tried to figure out how to get the software to lift the ban. mainly i trusted u to look out for my best interests because of the $25 birthday gift, which came in very handy But i didnt know that long post about me existed, why did u create it without telling me u were doing it? u should realize i do not see about 50-75% of whats posted about me.

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so did that blogsite reprint that with or without ur permission and if u could would u also show them my blog against my wishes? i was hoping to hang out with u if i still trusted u when u return to vegas, because i was so pleased to get the $25 gift.

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i wish i could take these kind of pics too

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I don't know where to even start with your trust issues but I do feel your decision to go with an invitation-only access method to your blog was a good move. But once again, you still have tons of historical postings at various sites that for all intents and purposes will linger on the internet forever. I read some of the links provided here and there and some of your exploits from 2008 are behaviors that you have repeated over and over and over and still repeat today. I won't digress into any great detail but all I can say is that you have some opportunity for retrospection. If you have a chance please ask VJ about what I mean by retrospection. I won't go into it here because I feel the result would be counterproductive.

My blog post getting reprinted elsewhere is something I have zero concern over and I felt no obligation to discuss that post in this blog in advance for your prior approval. Suffice it to say, I think you have an opportunity to make positive changes in your overall standard of living by making some simple changes in your lifestyle. But those changes can not be forced upon you and have to be of your own volition.

I did give you credit for taking some time to read a book which you replied to me that you were in fact already reading a book when I made that very suggestion as a means to spend time doing something other than eat, breathe, sleep, every waking moment fixating on gambling. Consider that just the tip of the proverbial ice berg per se. Some changes in your lifestyle would require monumental effort on your part, others are so easy you would find yourself amazed. That brings us back to making changes of your own choice. No amount of armtwisting will create lasting change. It is all on you bud....

I have no hangups about what gets linked where when and how on the internet. If somehow that other site gets bought by a billionaire for umpteen million dollars I am certain that I will get a check from the Cayman Islands delivered to my doorstep with my cut without my even having to ask.

I am not 100% certain about your "...and if u could would u also show them my blog against my wishes?" question but I think you might mean my cut/pasted slightly abbreviated and cleaned up snip from your blog when I hijacked it in October 2010. I think that cut/paste into this blog involved the posts of probably 12-20 AVP'rs but I think whether who said what where and when which might get pasted into a different blog on AVP or a different site it is highly unlikely any of those 12-20 AVP'rs have a care in the world about the reposts. I think you need to chill out on this sort of thing.

I sent you that gift card at the Four Queens for your birthday because you had something like a ten day stay there you posted and I knew I could surprise you with that purple envelope. You'll remember I mentioned in the card that no strings were attached and you could spend it on whatever you want without even a single suggestion from me on what to do with it. I'll state here that I had hoped you would treat yourself to a nice dinner somewhere or maybe bought a few new novels to read. My fall/winter vegas trip plans fell apart this year and I swore off going to Vegas in the summer. If the planets line up maybe during this fall if you are in Vegas we can meet up and see if your KK preflop runs into my AA in the BB preflop again....

I wish you would have played Karina Jett's poker tournament at Binion's that was a benefit for autism and had a picture of you making the final table or possibly winning it. Every hard-copy poker magazine and poker newspaper would have had your picture in it. I was truly amazed you couldn't work that into your schedule on January 31.

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i sent her a tweet if i remember correctly, if she really cared about people with autism, ud think she would been willing to stake an autistic guy into the tourney, but no. the tourny wasnt to take money from autistic people and redistribute it to autistic organizations was it? well thats how i felt when it was suggested i pay to enter. cant afford to pay to enter tourneys, only 1% of ur roll is ok to be used as a buyin. an autistic organization shouldnt be taking the money off autistic people they need to survive, they should be helping out the autistic person. ive never played a charity tourney in vegas, but isnt the payback only about 50% in charity tourneys since money is being raised for the charity? or am i wrong? that would seriously hurt me financially and make my life far worse than it is now.

now whats this on the black pimps blog that u have turned from being a friend and supporter into a "bitter enemy". his words, not mine. is that true? or can i still trust u and u still be willing to hang out and try to be of assistance in making sure i do the right thing next time u are in this area?

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OMG. Another classic moronic reply from TBC. Lester, I am sure you want to continue to make sure Tony does the right thing since he has taken your advice to heart sooooo many times. You know, Alaska Girl is right. This guy is only interested in using people. This is nothing but a con game.

Thanks for the reply on Karina jett's tournament. I now know where you were coming from at that point in time.

On that bitter enemy reference that is being taken out of context. I am at the burnout stage and do not expect to further evolve to the "outroutr

"Outright anger" stage was not referring to me.

We've bumped heads on a few issues but when I do get squared away on my Next Vegas trip and if you are around of course we'll hang out a bit.

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So then I sez to the cage fighter: you don't impress me as the kind of guy who would own a smartphone....